College... I am back at college, but still the same problem, no money for books and no place to live really. My motel voucher expires on Sunday nite.

I like the room, except the AC doesn't work and it has been 100 degrees F every day, and it's a humid heat like St Louis, the kind I hate. And he hasn't sent a maid to clean in almost 2 weeks.

Because maharaja doesn't have a maid. He just cleans the rooms and does everything himself. You can tell too, I was dancing to my mp3 player, and when I got done, my feet were completely black on the bottom.

But no one bothers me.
I could have taken this phone sex job, but decided it was too below me. I wonder if I will feel that way when I am on the street with no money again.
Why do high moral values make you have zero financial value?

Still I have been blessed since I came to long beach, more blessed than I was in that disgusting trailer.
I went to a job interview today, but I didn't have on the right clothes. So the snotty bitch at the desk sent me out saying her boss was in a meeting.
Whatever. I could have bought clothes later if they had hired me.
But this is California, people only look on the surface.

I really don't want to work for some glorified internet porno enterprise. But it's the only kind of job where you can wear sweat pants and no one cares what you look like cuz you are just counting money all day.
That's what it is .... get up, promote some bullshit website selling sex and count the money that dumb asses pay you for looking at it.
It's kind of mean to take advantage of unintelligent people like that.

Buddhists are supposed to promote wisdom and uplift the human condition, I just can't do it. It's against all that is holy. But it's the only job offer I have gotten.

And in a capitalistic system we need to constantly sell something or the whole thing topples over... so I could sell sex for the USA... because the economy is toppling for sure.

Is that what this great country is reduced to?

Guess so!

And you know what is completely crazy?
In a bad economy, pornographers get filthy rich because all the perverts have more free time, and they all don't know what to do with themselves...if you want job security right now, get into entertainment or porn. I am not kidding.

No, we shouldn't encourage people to be stupid, we should encourage wisdom... even though encouraging stupidity could make us all filthy rich.

I am crabby because I only ate a little fruit today, and there is a lot of foot traffic where I am trying to work. Because this school has no place to plug in laptops, but they advertise their wifi heavily. GAY.

But it is a nice school, way better than Berkeley.